Self-Conscience Ideals

if my hat dont match my fit
she wont want the kid
if the shirt dont match the shoes
she'll call me a lame dude
i sit in the back of church
feeling i'll get judged by my sins
but every Sunday seems like a day set 4 fashion
flashing and gleaming
i guess they tryin 2 impress Jesus huh
Da devil is a liar
i've been made into a believer
walk on eggshells in my gurl mamma crib
dont want a reenactment
of Aug 16th
cold chills hearing whispers
r they talkin bought me
could b
havent had a hair cut 4 3 weeks
my whiskers got me feeling like Felix da cat
cause i stay in all black
mourning my self esteem
cryin yellin screamin
always thought something in my life was missing
but my relationship wit God is different
i believe God is a woman
am i goin against my religion
thats something I'ma have 2 decide inside
lookin in da mirror i kno i'm beautiful inside
remodling it every night
but i need 2 be working on my mind
blackin wen i spit rhymes....

First verse to a track produced by P.A (Losers never Lose)
called 'The Best You Neva Heard (A Song In My Heart)'.
This verse describes some of my self esteem thoughts.
I wrote this while in church before the sermon, also.

Cool?
Joe Cool