What am I? ( Still Learning)

Wassup World

I wrote this one to H2's We Learn
at the beginning he takes a part 4rm fight club
u kno the movie wit brad pitt
its a good movie
its crazy at the end
he had this whole way of looking at things
didnt really understand or think about it the first time
but the second time i really paid attention
nd he made some points
not gonna get into it
but he begins
"you are not your job
you are not how much money u have in the bank
you are not the car you drive
you are not the contents of you wallet
your not your fucking khakis "
then i just vent

so heres What am I? (Still Learning)

if none of those things make me/ then most of my songs should be empty/ looking at things self consciencely/ got me feeling depressed among things/ nothing but harlem my goals nd music matter/ the life of an asshole/ my babymamma pissed cuz i aint bought diapers in a long time/ but im walking wit a candle cuz i aint got no lights on/ it'll be aight doe/ got a dollar and a dream/ watch me scheme/ if it fails got a plan B/ neva fall keeping the pavement below me/ i be looking at some of my homies/ who aint get so lucky/ still making something outta nothing/ breaking laws cuz they feel they aint got nothing/ or working they fingers to the fingertips/ so y should i complain about my hard ships/ shawty 20 wit 3 kids/ neva shed a tear about it/ babydaddys aint bout shit/ he aint seen one his shorties/ how could he do it/ prob seen his mom go thru the same shit/ but i aint preaching/ just telling you what i see man/ another one my niggas locked up/ damn the shit continues/ but i look up lik im supposed to be thankful/ but i am i could of been worse off/ scratched me off wit a red mark/ but he aint. do u got something planned please answer/ no money no house no car not even a wardrobe/ those things dont make me/ but still wat am i made of//


Cool?
Joe Cool