Reopening Wounds (The recurring arrow)

Wassup World

I was thinking bout my x Breanna
Met her in 10th grade at the mall
Been almost 3 yrs since we talked

Sometimes I wish I could apologise
Nd b the man she deserved nd wanted
But I can't now

Anyways I'm rambling about something yall clueless about
Got a lil deep in dis

Enjoy

The best way 2 start dis/ would b me saying I'm sorry/ been so long since u've talked 2 me/ but the fault is mine/ I lost yo line/ so I couldn't hit u up time 2 time/ its a lot on my mind/ still reading that txt in my mind/ saying that the baby was mine/ miscarriage at month 3/ nd how u got burned by the embers/ I thought the medicine exstingished/ 4rm fucking ticia/ said its by another man/ but I owned 2 the rest of it/ arrow nearly killed but u still fucked wit him/ after graduation/ moved 2 the university/ should've had a relationship/ but I was 2 worried bout the hoes on my dick/ gave me another chance/ but I used it 2 get in yo pants/ damn/ last time we talked/ u told me u loved me/ while fucking/ the truth is/ played wit ya/ both times/ hurt u nd hurt u/ yet u still wanna b mines/ valentine/ I jus stay playing wit ya mind/ I made a mistake I apologise//

See ya wondering/ am I still that man/ the one u first fell in love with/ every word enchanting/ each time better then previous/ mario nd u was peach princess/ now I'm acting lik bowser/ say hello to they bad guy/ I told myself no more getting high/ I think wit a more elevated mind/ so its easier 4 god 2 look inside/ now I'm guilty 4 the things I've done 2 these 2 women/ I wouldn't condone it 4 my momma/ my daughter nor sister/ but I manipulate u to put yo feelings in/ so I can take advantage/ maybe I'm confessing 2 much on wax/ but it wouldn't b true if it hadn't/ blessed wit the gab/ nd I jus use it 4 ass/ paranoia causeing insomnia/ txting you/ the puppet nd gapeto/ the wound reopens/ 4rm cupids piercing arrow/ Sincerly yours Cupid in Jordans//

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